In my free time I knit sweaters, and by knit I mean kick, and by sweaters I mean babies.

I've come to realize that my life sucks and i don't care.  For one thing i have no confidence in myself and I really hate the human race because they are so ignorant in their own lives that they can't see the problems of the world.  Well lets just put it this way FUCK YOU AND ALL YOUR KIND!!!!!!  thats just about how i feel toward the whole human race.  People can't seem to get it in their head that their not the only one who matters, I have friends lots of friend and I would stick my own neck out for them no matter how bad their life seems.  I see them get walked over by another friend or a "lover" I think to myself WHAT THE FUCK! why the hell is this happening to them and for some straing reason I stay there with my mouth open and do nothing but in my mind I see me doing the right thing but i can't, yes it may seem hipocritical for me to say that I would stick my head out but i would if i had self confidence.  I fucking hate that so much i don't even know why i feel that way. Now you see I'm not a bloger i started this out of spite towards myself i hate blogers.....well the ones who say "today i had a peace of toast"....FUCKING MAKE IT INTERESTING! now mine may not but at least its not that peace of shit...well maybe IT IS, i don't care. AND YES I AM A FUCKING HYPOCRITE AND SO ARE YOU DEAL WITH IT! well bye i guess.. um like you care.